Poem... help?

Day after day instead of dreary day no happy release change it to no happiness is released no trusted loved ones to lead the way change it to no trusted loved ones to show me the way your alone instead of you're alone fear soon overtakes instead fears seems to be fate as panic comes as i awake.God what have i done , As its a struggle to live but death seems to eventually will and have to give. How i feel now is my brain is numb. I feel the brush gently of the angels wings time of death comes it takes me away, rest is good